Never agree to that which you don't want

A few months ago I was contacted by Elaine B. from Albany asking if I would run for Secretary of the ASLS section of NYLA. The incumbent was also running, but they wanted to have a second candidate on the ballot. This being the organization that gave me the Special Project Grant last year, I thought it appropriate that I say yes. Admittedly, I never dreamed I would get elected, but now I have. When will I feel like I can stop trying to prove that I'm something I am not?